Day 25

Fun times. Nervous breakdown all over the place while I was on the phone with my mother. I guess I probably needed it and I always hope that somehow getting it all out will help me push forward and not stay in the same place that caused me to fall apart.
I don't feel like a good wife or mother in the taking care of everyone department. I feel like I do the bare minimum and that's it. I'm struggling as usual. Of course my mom is ready and willing to help me figure a few things out now and I really hope I can take her up on that in the right way.