Day 38

I seem to have moments of motivation and then -- nothing. It gets frustrating. I'd like to feel that I EVER had drive and ambition, but it seems to be a trial in my life that I'm so unmotivated all the time. I know that I'm whining, but oh well.
I looked at the survey stuff I was sent in e-mails today and got a little more confused by it. I couldn't seem to load the page I needed for the cash surveys. It's still something I want to do, but I hope it doesn't get so difficult every time I try to do one.
Looked through my FlyLady stuff again. I'm glad I've already purchased the Control Journal. It gives me the push I need to not give up just because I'm struggling again.